| so im mad at him. i have no idea why. i mean yeah he left me with almost no ride home. and the fact that he didnt even tell me ahead of time kinda made me mad. but .. why did i cry? why did i have such a huge reaction? trust me i have no idea. i promise that i dont like him THAT way. he's my BESTFRIEND. maybe that's why? idk. i was quite upsett.
my mom yelled at me last night. she called me pathetic (in chinese its like 394872 times worse) because i walked my bestfriend(kim) home. she called me a servant and blahblah. it made me really sad. :\
whatever. oh a happier note, i went back to TSRHfC for my 9 months check-up and they said my back hasnt shifted of moved a bit! :] but they still want to keep an eye on me? so i have to go back in a year. XD oh welll. buttt! i signed up for dance classses todayyy! :DD im SO excited you have no idea! :]] although now i am POOR. ($85 out of my own pocket) im ready. technique and hiphop here we comeee (elizabeth&beckyy)
"it gets lonely sometimes, but you'll get used to it"
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| i want to be happy
i want life to be a bit easier
i want to believe that one day it'll be my day to shine.
i want to think about everything i say and do before i actually do.
i want to love and be loved in return.
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| so again.. school's OH-SO-STRESSFUL. but it's life. nothing you can do about it but try harder.
but i guess looking forward to who's going to be on the key club board with me will be fun. convention is coming soon to. im excited. this will be the perfect opportunity to get away from this crazy house. even though it will be missing one thing. my best friend :[
i'm not quite sure about this weird feeling that i am feeling inside. its not a negative feeling.. but not necessarily a positive feeling. kinda like .. this deeep feeling i can't really put into words.
peace.
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| i dont know why the hell we are taking final exams AFTER winter break.
they are called FINALS for a reason. and so much for "dead" week bc to me... that week was pretttttty lively to me!
i had so much homework and to top that off.. a freakin' math project that was due on friday. (my math teacher is anal.)
so stressing! no exams this week. now doesnt THAT sound fun? still have to work on my review for bassham. yay.
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i dont want school to start.
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